And With Holidays Comes Depression

I love holidays, and I love spending time with family.  Don’t get me wrong, there’s nothing bad about this.

But holidays bring stress and stress makes me swing, and this time I swung down.

Really down.

Scarily down.

Like, sitting on the floor and sobbing in all of it’s ridiculous drama.

Only it’s not drama because no one was there to see it.

I didn’t want anyone to see it.

Just… misery.

And a crying hangover.

Even cuddling with the husband didn’t ease it.

When I managed to stop sobbing, I didn’t even have the oomph to feel embarrassed.

So this is a no post day.